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my rent check and extra end of the month $$ has still not arrived in the damn mail yet. I bloody hope it's in the mail today because of course there's no mail tomorrow and the rent is due on the 1st. I swear, I think the reason my parents always wait till the last minute to send it is because it's their passive-aggressive way of "punishing" me because they resent the facts that I need financial help and I'm not normal.