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I went to the Indian restaurant I mentioned in yesterday's entry for lunch instead of dinner. It was a wonderful lunch, kadhai gosht (a kind of lamb curry) with rice and garlic naan and they even threw in some free papadums. I enjoyed myself thoroughly while I was having it but afterwards I went back to feeling bad. So many of my friends have become completely unavailable. Now that things have opened up more I mistakenly thought I would be able to see them at least sometimes but I just keep leaving voice mails that nobody answers and wondering if it's me.