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I had hoped to do some shopping today but almost all the stores I wanted to go to were either closed or went completely out of business and I had to stand around in the freezing rain for at least 45 minutes because the stupid fucking bus was late. I fucking hate being on the autism spectrum. I want to be able to hold down a decent job and buy a car and shit and not have to ride a bus with abusive crazy people and have a relationship with a man who loves me and isn't crazier than I am. I try and try to look at the positive aspect of things but there is none here. There is no treatment for this. There is no magic thing where everybody has that one person who is just right for them.