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I'm stuck in here like I was in solitary. I'm not just concerned about myself, I'm worried about all the people who have to miss work; not everybody has a job they can do online from home. I never thought I'd see the day when I'd be glad I was on disability, because I doubt they're gonna fuck with that. I've seen movies where Nazis were shooting people in the street for breaking curfew, I think Trump would pull that if he thought he could get away with it. I think it's important to get along with people you have to live near but this neighbor of mine is absolutely convinced god is going to magically fix everything and you know how when you're scared you don't always watch what you say? I accidentally let it slip around this woman that I was an atheist and she gave me a look like I shot a baby. I think I might go crazy. I also feel like I want a drink.