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[greghousesgf]

I am going completely crazy. I haven't had a boyfriend for a long time, I haven't had sex in a long time and I feel like I'm going to lose my mind. I am not good looking, I am not imagining it and I feel like most men don't give a shit about anything else. I just want to feel a man's arms around me, i want to feel a man kiss me and make love with me. Just because I don't look like some goddamn barbie doll does not mean i don't have the same feelings anybody else has, but a lot of ignorant people make the rules. I have a lot of positive qualities. I'm smart, I'm nice, I'm emotionally very loyal, I'm sexually very free and open, i have a good sense of humor, I like myself, not to sound too egotistical but i would make an excellent girlfriend. Know what kind of man i get offers from? Some severely mentally ill homeless guys. I'm not gonna touch them. yecch.

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[takes-a-fairy.livejournal.com]

Oooh, girl...I feel your frustration and lonliness coming through! Sorry, you're having such a tough moment.

Wish I had some distraction to offer, but it wouldn't make a whole lot of difference. Somewhere, out there, is the right guy for you.

[chocolate-frapp.livejournal.com]

thank you for saying that. he's probably already married to some other woman though.

[takes-a-fairy.livejournal.com]

Forgive me my optimism and don't let it piss you off...but if he's married to someone else, then there is another someone for you. Could be he's in the same boat as you, just your paths haven't crossed yet.

There is a proby (McGee-NCIS) out there somewhere, for you. I just know it. I think he'd be just right for you! See here;
http://ncis.wikia.com/wiki/Timothy_McGee

Well, I'd chat more, hun...but I gotta get stuff, away from home, done. Find something to do today, that usually makes you happy, and go do that for awhile. It usually helps me, when I do that.

My thoughts are with you, meanwhile.

[chocolate-frapp.livejournal.com]

thanks. I've never seen NCIS, though. If you're gonna fix me up with fictional TV characters, I want House. I'm not pissed. Actually I'm in a better mood than I was earlier.

[takes-a-fairy.livejournal.com]

**look of unbelief covers face**

YOU--HAVE--NOT--WATCHED--NCIS???!!! Oh, my goodness! You really ought to tune in and watch it sometime...it's a really good show.
You can probably find some eps posted online somewhere, too.

They just had the season finale, but you may be able to rent the
seasons at the video store or borrow from your library. The team
leader is Special Agent Gibbs and he's sort of like House only
not as rude. Give it a shot...you may just like the show.

As for the fictional tv character; I was trying to get across to you, is that a "real" someone like McGee would likely be good for you.
House is fun to watch, but as a "real" beau, he'd be an a-hole and would be hurtful to be with...in reality. A McGee type of person would not be.

Glad you're feeling better. I'll be thrilled when these vertigo symptoms finally go away. May 26th will mark 5 months of this. If ever I write something that doesn't make sense or it's unclear...I'm likely in the throes of a vertigo moment where I can't put thoughts together very well. Just a heads-up.